A story in the life of the apostle Peter
Try to imagine yourself in our brother Peter’s shoes as these events unfold: Mt 26:31a Then Jesus told them, “This very night you will all fall away on account of me… vs 33 Peter replied, “Even if all fall away on account of you, I never will.“ Know also that here Peter is even arguing against prophecy for Jesus had just quoted it at the end of verse 31.
Peter’s apparent confidence came from his presumption that he, Peter, knew what was ahead. Peter was sure an attempt at the murder of Jesus and perhaps death was ahead because Christ had said so (MT 16:21 and 26:35a). It appears also that Peter wasn’t threatened by death, at least not the way he saw it. [You know the scenario: You die in battle, but your team and your cause still win and everything else goes as planned.] Peter was also quite confident that GOD is a “winner takes all” kind of fighter. In this passage, Peter seemed well aware of the stakes yet remained confident. So what went wrong? Where did Peter, a man determined to even “die” if it took it, lose his nerve?
Let’s travel to the garden. The soldiers are in front of them about to seize Jesus but Peter is READY: John 18: 10(NIV) Then Simon Peter, who had a sword, drew it and struck the high priest’s servant, cutting off his right ear. (The servant’s name was Malchus.) But wait! No! Peter isn’t so ready after all because Jesus tells him, this is not the way God is going with this scenario: 11Jesus commanded Peter, “Put your sword away! Shall I not drink the cup the Father has given me?” Luke 22:15 (NIV) But Jesus answered, “No more of this!” And he touched the man’s ear and healed him. Let’s imagine here- As all the others are abandoning (Mt 26:56), with Jesus still standing there Peter, no doubt, is thinking: “What is happening? What is Jesus doing? Doesn’t He know this is a hostile take over? Isn’t there something we should be doing to take control of this situation?”
The journey again takes Peter to more places of the unexpected: the courtyards of leaders, trials in the middle of the night, questions with accusations and his leader (our Messiah) in chains. What was next? Peter is taken off guard in all of this. Yes, we know Jesus warned him. But Peter didn’t fully comprehend. Our advantage is we can peek into his future – those horrid hours still ahead for Peter run by us in only a few painless moments on paper. But Peter only had what he could assimilate from his life and his walk with God so far. He hadn’t read Matthew, Mark, Luke & John. Hedidn’t know there was THIS! No ONE knew, back then! (expect God/Jesus) THIS WAS UNHEARD OF: The Messiah was to die??? No one expected THIS.
How would it happen? Someone would have to LET it happen. Peter had been sure that on HIS WATCH he wouldn’t let it (Mt 16:21-23) – But wait, Jesus told him to let it happen!!! Mt 26:53-54 And even though Jesus told him why, it was so hard to override his own expectations. This idea, this experience, these temptations were all so new to Peter. He thought he had the service of God figured out and knew what to expect. So he was sure he was up for the challenge. But in Luke 22:56-61, after the shock had begun, Peter is asked to acknowledge his connection with Jesus and each of three opportunities Peter denies it. Luke 22:60-62 (NIV) 60 …Just as he was speaking, the rooster crowed. 61The Lord turned and looked straight at Peter. Then Peter remembered the word the Lord had spoken to him: “Before the rooster crows today, you will disown me three times.” 62And he went outside and wept bitterly.
Oh, are you there? Do you hear yourself in Peter? Are you sure you too know what it means to follow God? Can you be sure you know what you are capable of doing or failing to do? Peter is not a unique example for us to see and feel superior. His is our example of humanity: the real tendency in us all to “assume” we know God and ourselves well enough to speak defiantly in the face of prophecy. God’s words to us are “Be still and know.” (Ps 46:9-11) A warning to help us to stop before we move – to reacquaint ourselves with God and tune ourselves to His will. Peter was ready to serve (in his plan), but his plan was not God’s. ONLY God really knows the best plan. Wait patiently for Him and ask for the Holy Spirit to check you for hidden agendas that could ultimately thwart the REAL plan. Your ways might look better to you than God’s way. After all, who of us would have selected the murder of Messiah as the BEST way? Yet if Peter had succeeded in his desire to halt the crucifixion, we’d all die in our sins.
God’s ways are not our ways (Isaiah 55:7-9). Like Peter, we are all warned (I Pt 5:8), to be on our guard that Satan desires to sift us like wheat, but Jesus has prayed for us (Luke 22:31-32 & Romans 8:34). In time, all these things became perfectly clear to Peter. We see this as we read where he wrote so well the importance of humbling ourselves before the Lord in I Pt 5:5-7. Making clear to us, that God has a better plan and we are all better off to humbly rest in it.
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